First Time Visiting Family
So I’m getting super excited because it’s time to go home to New Jersey. This time tomorrow I will be on a plane to visit my family. Since I’ve moved out here and started this new journey this will be the first time I have visited.
Birthday Surprise
I have so many mixed emotions: anxious, nervous, but most of all excited. Working a program has allowed me such a beautiful life. A life where I get to show up for my family today, not just physically but emotionally too. Only a few months ago, they were ready to write me out of their lives. My mom actually wants me in her life today. Recently she has been really sad about not being close to me while I am bettering my life. So I can’t wait to be able to surprise her for her birthday.
Repairing Relationships
Through the beauty of NA and the changes I have been able to make, I have been able to begin to repair the relationships with those that mean the most to me, and that I will be forever grateful for. Although I am nervous about leaving the place where I started building my foundation, I know I am blessed to have people that I love, and that love me, in Florida and Jersey. That’s why no matter where I am I will be okay.
~Sam