Release The Ball And Chain In Recovery
The spiritual, emotional and physical Ball and Chain of addiction can be broken with work. The other day several of us went to the beach all though it was windy it was a great time. There were so many times in my past drinking and watching people having fun spending a day with their loved ones. All the while I was stuck with a ball and chain attached to my every thought. Additionally physically being so sick.
Different From Others
I would say over and over what’s wrong with me? Why can’t I be like others . So at one point I decided to get some help. I decided to admit myself into detox. When I was released I went to a halfway house where other woman were trying to get their lives back. That was a few years ago, and because I did not take suggestions or really give it my all, I would find my self doing the same thing.
Miracles Happen
I have seen miracles happen to other woman, as well as myself because of a twelve step program. I have also seen someone who gives their all to find peace, happiness and the blessings that are given to them. They have received these gifts for just doing the next right thing and working their program.
A Different Way Of Thinking
I am not saying that is always easy. The gifts of recovery are achievable by changing negative thoughts into positive ones. By helping others and staying grateful that you have become a better person. That living is no longer a spiritual, emotional or physical ball and chain, but rather a life that you never thought could be possible. A life beyond your wildest dreams, a fourth dimension if you will.
~Anonymous