Mixed Blessings In Recovery
Today I have 2 months and one week clean. It’s been 9 weeks of true amazement mixed with daily struggles in recovery. I’m currently on my 5th step & going over it tomorrow with my sponsor. I’m pursuing growing spiritually and trying new things to get myself out of my comfort zone.
Sense of Peace
Work has gotten a lot better, the active users I was working with have been weeded out, therefore there is a new sense of peace at work now. I am still having some difficulties with my personal relationships that I have been working on. I have had to cut some people out of my life that I love dearly, and had to be done in order to keep growing and keep fighting the good fight.
Embrace His Will
At this point I talk to my Higher Power multiple times a day and embrace “His Will” for me. With Him I know I am safe and I know my Higher Power will never push me past my ability to remain firm and do the next right thing.