A Productive Member of Society

 A productive member of society is what I’m working hard at being.  The person I am suppose to be. My family just came down from Louisiana and spent a week in Florida. It was so nice to spend time with them clean. It’s been along time since I was clean around them and they wanted me around. I got to spend time with my niece and nephew and be the aunt I’m supposed to be and be and the sister I’m supposed to be.

I got some bad news with my dad. He possibly has prostate cancer. My dad is my rock and I don’t know what I would do if anything ever happened to him. My dad’s been by my side no matter what and I’m scared but I just keep praying talking to my sponsor and talking to my support group about it.  I’m trying to have faith through this process.  I get to be there for him and be the daughter I am suppose to be.

I’m half way through step 4 this is the hardest step I’ve worked but it’s good because I’m learning a lot about myself and my patterns. We just started up a roof cleaning and pressure washing business, which is going really well. We are starting to get business and its something I enjoy doing. I enjoy working outside and doing general labor work. I’m excited to see this business grow.  Being a productive member in society like I am suppose to be.

I can’t wait to pick up my 6 month key tag. I know it’s a just for today program but I’m so proud of myself and how far I have came and today I’m an good example for the newcomers. Now I am being a productive member of Narcotics Anonymous like I am suppose to be.  I’m proof that any addict can stay clean and lose the desire to use. I’m so grateful for the people in my life today.  I am an addict. I have 163 days clean today.

A Productive member Of Narcotics Anonymous