A Productive Member of Society

Productive member of society

A Productive Member of Society

 A productive member of society is what I’m working hard at being.  The person I am suppose to be. My family just came down from Louisiana and spent a week in Florida. It was so nice to spend time with them clean. It’s been along time since I was clean around them and they wanted me around. I got to spend time with my niece and nephew and be the aunt I’m supposed to be and be and the sister I’m supposed to be.

Being The Aunt And Sister I am Suppose To Be

I got some bad news with my dad. He possibly has prostate cancer. My dad is my rock and I don’t know what I would do if anything ever happened to him. My dad’s been by my side no matter what and I’m scared but I just keep praying talking to my sponsor and talking to my support group about it.  I’m trying to have faith through this process.  I get to be there for him and be the daughter I am suppose to be.

Being The Daughter I am Suppose To Be

I’m half way through step 4 this is the hardest step I’ve worked but it’s good because I’m learning a lot about myself and my patterns. We just started up a roof cleaning and pressure washing business, which is going really well. We are starting to get business and its something I enjoy doing. I enjoy working outside and doing general labor work. I’m excited to see this business grow.  Being a productive member in society like I am suppose to be.

Being The Person I Am Suppose To Be

I can’t wait to pick up my 6 month key tag. I know it’s a just for today program but I’m so proud of myself and how far I have came and today I’m an good example for the newcomers. Now I am being a productive member of Narcotics Anonymous like I am suppose to be.  I’m proof that any addict can stay clean and lose the desire to use. I’m so grateful for the people in my life today.  I am an addict. I have 163 days clean today.

A Productive member Of Narcotics Anonymous

 A grateful recovering addict, Nikki