What Unmanageable means
Congrats! First of all, pat yourself on the back for making it this far to read the blogs. There’s always something to be found in the message shared by others. Now I want to Share what unmanageable means..
My life this week, and of course in the years passed, have been unmanageable. The thing is understanding what unmanageable means, and actually looking up the definition can be very different or eye opening. My sponsor asked me to define some terms related to recovery this past week, and Unmanageable was one of them.
I To Understand Better
When I looked up the definition, I wasn’t satisfied with what was provided. The definition I found was: unruly, wild. So, being the addict I am, I wanted more; at least this was a healthy behavior or action today. So, I decided to look at synonyms for the word unmanageable, and what I found was almost scary in a sense, but so true and on point for where my life was, past and present. I am going to share with you these synonyms: Awkward, Berserk, Chaotic, Crazy, Disobedient, Disorderly, Hysterical, Lawless, Madcap, Nuts, Out of Control, Outrageous, Riotous, Rowdy, Turbulent, Unbridled, Uncontrollable, Uncontrolled, Undisciplined, Ungovernable, Unrestrained, Violent.
This Was My Life
Wow! This is my life, this is what I have been for the past four years of my life. It’s beyond what just our every day definition of unmanageable means. Yes, chaotic, disorderly, rowdy, turbulent. But, no it’s been so much more than that. It has been Disobedient, Lawless, Madcap, Riotous, Undisciplined, Ungovernable, Unrestrained, and most of all scary but true is Violent.
We Deserve Peace
Second, the message I want you, who ever you are, to understand is, don’t wait until all of these terms apply to the unmanageability in your life. You are worth more, you are more than these terms. You deserve to know that there are places, and people to help you. There are places and people who will love you, be there for you, even if you don’t see that worth yet yourself. Let them be there for you until you do see you are worth more, and deserve more. We all deserve Peace, Serenity, Happiness and Healthy Love in our lives every day!
Come Journey
This place for me is Da Vinci Home. I have found these things and more here. I have found a new family! Come join us in your journey!
Lissi