Lost, Confused And Unsure
I feel a little lost and like I don’t really know what I need to do. I need to get a sponsor, a big book, a work book, a ‘how it works and why’, and a home group. In comparison with the other girls I have not been in recovery very long, so I guess this is to be expected since .
The Right Place
I am feeling better with every day and today I had a nice day with my parents. I guess doing the ‘next right thing’ does work. It’s amazing that the last time I felt like I was in the right place was when I was in jail. That’s where I started to feel better. I think that was because I knew where I would be sleeping, eating, and working. The same thing with being here, so I am feeling a little less lost.
Day by Day
I’m so happy I finally let go of Mark, he was dragging me down. I don’t wish any ill will on him and I hope he finds his way. But I couldn’t help him or myself. I appreciate all of you girls for helping me. Even if I got a little lost on the way, I can be a functioning member of society. I’m getting my personality back little by little. Day by Day I will get better, and eventually I will be able to give back to those who helped me. I always thought if I found my way and I could help one person it would be worth it in the long run.